Advent Throwback

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Apparently I have never posted this coord, which does make sense. I live in hell of my own disorganisation so sometimes I do forget to post or even write an article. When I realise my mistake I usually scrape my idea and end up with nothing. Not today, because I really want to post here more regularly and giving up my perfetionism is probably the only way to do so. 
So here you have festive fountain in Karviná, photographed by my mom. 

She went to the Christmas market with my sister the same day I got this delicious cinnamon boba with my friend here in Olomouc. We wre treating ourselves for our presentations in archeobotanics. I was presenting an article about flora in Meditarean area, however, since there was way too many people in that class, each of us had to wrap it up in under 2 minutes.

I wore my favourite BtSSB dress that day. I think this was really cute coord, I will absolutely wear it again, maybe with bonet next time. I just wish I trimmed my bangs that day, or at least did something else with my hair. 

It´s way too easy to procrastinate. That´s another one of my problems. I really want to make more casual posts like this, just outfits and glimpses into my actual life. When this post comes out, I will be in Copenhagen. I have been working on post from Dresden for past two months, and I worry that it will take me just as long to write anything abour Denmark, but I don´t want to fall into spiral of unproductivity again. 
Also, I have been thinking about "How to travel in college" post, since I do travel a lot and I feel like a lot of students don´t realise all of their option. We will see about that, though.


See you soon! And this time for real :D.
Bye!

Pillion; Definitely a Film

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I´m a firm believer that film should make you feel something, otherwise it´s not really a good movie. I also believe that entertaining films should be messaured differently than "high quality" ones - I would always choose Zoolander over 2001; Space Odysey, after all. 
In this merit, Pillion is absolutely a film. This Cannes winner for best adapted screenplay made me feel intense confusion and a strong "huh" quite a lot. It´s not due to the lack of skill - I feel like whatever the team was doing was done very well. I´m not sure if they were trying to do the same thing though.

The film follows Colin, played by Harry Melling, wallflower efectively shielded by his overprotective mother. He´s quite unsure in his life. This fact is comunicated to the viewer by the fact that he is friendless, his mother has to get him dates and that he works for the police.
Pillion is not just about Colin. It´s a what if scenario - the what if being "What is going to happen if you drop off a Hollywood star in British suburb?" It´s like throwing atomic bomb at the Smurfs village. Alexander Skarsgård (whose performance really brings Ray into life) towers over everyone, too hot to be to handled, yet somehow too emotionally stunned to communicate anything but his desires.

Their love story is anything but romantic. It´s pure strech of power dynamics into everyday life. It´s not Ray´s first rodeo - he initiates Colin into the extreme lifestyle of BDSM biker subculture. From the first moment it´s clear why it´s storywise better for Colin not to have any friends - even I would tell him Girl, leave. Colin doesn´t see being treated like a servant (mixed with disobedient puppy) from day one, with no prior discussion, like a red flag. Viewer, however, might be surprised - blow job behind dumpsters on first date is one thing, but making your date make you breakfast after your first night together is strange.
There are only two factors that make the whole thing non-creepy. First of all, Ray is hot. He shares a long eye contact with Colin when they meet and it´s so indecent I almost got pregnant. Second, Colin seems to enjoy this. 
Before, he was a loner who spent all his time between his parents and work. Now he has a lifestyle, a community and he seems to find a lot of pleasure and pride in being submissive. The film is very good at portraing this newfound self esteem. At the same time, it´s not afraid to balance this feel-good wave of self respect with showing us that extreme dependence on your partner isn´t a good idea. 
Also, while their relationship is sexual, it´s not portraid as somehow sexy. It does not try to glorify anything - I think it´s a good thing that this is a British production, as they keep their bikers average and realistic in the looks department. I don´t think that any wayward youth is going to watch Pillion and think wow, this is exactly what will help me without understing nuance. (On the other hand, I watched both Trainspoting and Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo and still thought that being junkie is cool as a kid. Kids are strange.)

What this film lacks is intentionality. It feels like no one knew what they wanted to tell, and you can see it in the strangely unbalanced story. There´s no journey, just a few scenes, some things happen with both protagonists acting in a way that can get us to the next scene quickly and when it ends, there´s no explanation. No preparation even.
While leaving viewer with more questions can be amazing and contribute to the experience, it has to be done skillfully, not just because you ran out of time. 
This way we have Colin, who is contantly oscilating in different stages of finding his ego, whose story is only finished through a quick montage. The guy we meet at the end after the montage is not the guy we have been watching the whole movie. And I don´t mean it in a synthetic way- in terms of character development, it feels like he jumped from A to Y all of sudden.
This film is not very fair to the viewer. Still, it´s not terrible, just very, very mid. Which is shame, because it has all characteristics of future classic, it´s just the actual content that seems lacking. 


Have you seen this movie? And what film disapointed you the most? 
I didn´t even realise there haven´t been a new post for such a long time, and for that I apologize. I have some drafts that need to be polished, so, see you soon? 
Byee! :D

Quick trip to Prague (feat. The Last Dinner Party)

Hiii ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ,

I want to cry, I almost finished this and I accidentally deleted this. I hope it's still readable, but I hate writing the same old staff from my memory.

I write for this music magazine and I tend to write down for seemingly cool concerts and then be surprised when I receive accreditation. This is exactly what happened with The Last Dinner Party. I didn't really listen to them before but my friend Zaira loves them, so I figured out this is going to be interesting anyway. 

I also figured it's still too cold to stay out on Prague up until 3 AM waiting for the first train, so I booked myself a hostel. Is this a sign of maturing?

I haven't properly visited Prague for some time (I have been there literally last week, but it was just tranfer on my way to Dresden, so let's not count this :D) so I planned a nice day filled with culture. I wanted to get there early, too, but my body interpreted this too literally, so I woke up at 1:30 AM and couldn't fall back asleep, even though my train was leaving at 6:50. It was not a good sign.

Also, Olomouc got completely white through the night. It was beautiful, but I feel like it´s little too late for that much snow? It´s almost spring for me :D.

Originally, I wanted to visit Hungarian Insitute for Hungarian Bride exhibition and Zvon gallery, but when I got to Prague I didn't really feel like going to there so I ended up just strolling around. 

Since I have gotten into my thesis a lot I wanted to see some old fashion houses and other hot spots, so I wasn´t completely aimless. 

I also wanted to go to my favourite places, Josefov (Jewish Quarter), Anežský klášter (medieval collection of National Gallery), Stínadla (few streets from Záhada hlavolamu, cult series for children) and maybeee grab something from Knedlín and Taiyaki Bar, but after getting the one specific cookie from Marks & Spencer I have been craving, I wasn´t really feeling any more snacks. 

When I don't have a strong plan, I always just march on, which would be so bad, if it wasn't so cold, my bag wasn't getting heavier with every step and if my shoes weren't designed for warmth and comfort rather than support on long strolls. 

By the time I got to Vinohrady, where I wanted to visit Grotta, beautiful artificial cave, it was over for me. I had to sit down and rest, because I was totally destroyed. 

Luckily, there is a new place in the city, Chibi Mochi. They sell some drinks but mainly mochi donuts. While I love donuts and I looove mochi I'm still not sold on this combination. That was fine, thought, as I was finally in little less vertical position. 

I decided to get some actual food and time out at nearby mall, which probably saved my life, as I still had a lot of time to check in and around 3 kilometers ahead of me.

Why didn't I go by tram? I'm too cheap for tickets, that's why. It gets me into trouble quite often.

When I got to hostel DO RE MI was just a shell of a person. Luckily, check-in was quick and I could get straight into the bed. 

The hostel is nice, just for women and while the beds are loud, they are also comfortable, so I have nothing to complain about. It was luckily very close to venue, too.

I couldn't really imagine going to the concert and then writing the article, as I was so exhausted I thought I will wake up sick the next day, but I couldn't really do anything about it. I had to get dressed, walk the 450 meters to the venue and then actually stand through the show. 

The only thing that cheered me up was the obvious drip of my fellow concert goers. 

That, and the fact I was on guest list. Feeling important always improves my mood.

Luckily, the show was great. It was set in eclectic ruins of convent, adorned by grapevine. When The Last Dinner Party came in, it felt like we have built Olymp just for ourselves.

They were very good, not just music wise, but also when it came to performing. Just like Rasmus, they are one of those bands that make you feel like they would never want to be anywhere else but in front of you. 

All of them are also insanely talented - at one point, all five of the harmonised into a beautiful melody. They are often compared to Queen, but I was reminded of Rasputina way more. 

When the concert ended, I just wrote down what I remmebered and went to sleep, knowing that I will have to wake up at 5:30 and actually finish my article. Usually, I go to the cheapest, nearest fast food that won´t close for next few hours and then scrap together the whole article there on my phone. This is actually the first time I changed my routine. 
I honestly think that writing after being well rested, without the stress of waiting for 3AM bus in city full of strangers, is waaay better than my usual routine. I really hope I will get into Prague for my masters, as it would allow me to go to way more concerts. 

Have you been to any concerts this year so far? Or are you planning any? 

See you soon!

Bye!